2nd Nov

Recently i took a break from work which to be put mildly is called the time between 2 jobs!!! I was hopin to enjoy the idleness n the calm that joblessness brings to one's life. But strange are the ways of men they say so rather it turned out to be a horrible experience with a rise in frustration n suicidal tendencies. The fault once again lay with my expectations which i had built up in a course of time watching two of my friends who had been enjoying their redundant existence quite admirably. Dont ask me how coz they pull it off quite well n they still are doin it without any repercussions.                       

              The first n foremost problem that u face is the lack of money. I have come to believe that when u are without money u get lesser calls, lesser invitations to go out n lesser ppl to hang out with. I sometimes marvel at the way a human mind works. They write u off n throw u away n once again when u are in the game, which they dont expect u to do by the way, they are once again all over u. 

            Secondly, there is nothing to talk about. Somehow the economic meltdown n McCain being another wrinkly bastard doesnt fill up hours. You tend to listen more n speak less n maybe thats wat u are expected to do.

           The last valuable reason is that "Being alone sucks". To live a singular life when u are not single is quite hard.[The blog about my love story will start in maybe 5 years when i most probably will be married n safe from the clutches of nosey relatives ;)] Finally i would like to thank the ppl who supported me in this ghastly time of mine. In life u expect certain things from certain quarters n when u dont get that it pulls u down even more n then comes love n attention from the most unexpected mortals which believe me makes your day. 

          Before i go just a piece of advise wherever u are n whatever u do DON'T TAKE A BREAK. Its just like any Bollywood movie where the trailor entices n takes u to the nearest multiplex only for u to discover another disaster. As Gary Jules had mighty well put it "Its a Mad World".